Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ AmaZiNg GrAcE…Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ

Look into the sun,
Straight into it,
You will see a little girl.
Her name is a mystery,
Her appearance is a shadow,
But there is something inviting, maybe even sweet about this little girl,
She has a history,
A famous one at that.
She planned to follow her dream
Strait to the moon,
But instead of the moon she landed on the sun
And achieved her dream to the fullest
The only catch is,
No one knows
Where the dream went,
Or where it goes.
Many look for that dream;
They spend all of their lives
Looking for that dream,
But never thinking to make it happen.
The girl just frowns now,
Looking down,
Her skin burnt and chapping.
She frowns because she sees people look for her dream that has already come true.
She can see that any person has something to do,
And they do not have to look for hers,
Why not something new?
However, when you get a smile out of her,
If you can,
The summer’s heat seems more forgiving, the winter’s clouds seem to split,
Because she saw another little girl in someone’s eyes,
Waiting to reach the moon.

I’m tired of being someone who everybody wants me to be.
Trapped and scared in my own insecurities.
I just wanna be free! Unleash the inner me.
Do you know how it feels to be
walking in someone else’s shoes,
and to be confined to whatever it is they do?
I know exactly how that feels deep
inside, because my whole life has been a dark lie.
I’m too ashamed to show who I truly am.
The things they say it hurts me,
because I’m not really me. These empty spaces are killing me.
I just feel that I can’t really be me!
People look at me in all of these strange ways.
Makin’ it hard to get through the day.
They talk and talk, but it seems that it’s true.
Cuz I’m not me, but I’m trying to get through!
I feel lonely when I’m in a crowd. I feel silent when I’m so loud.
These black holes in my soul, I just really can’t condole.
I wanna be complete! Don’t wanna be discrete with my lifestyle.
I wanna feel comfortable in my own skin.
I wanna feel that my life is not a sin!

♥♥♥The air we breathe cannot be seen
And yet it fills our breasts
The stars so high we cannot touch
But we admire them never the less
The depth of the world is oh so shallow
For we judge only what is in sight
If we close our eyes and open our minds
It will be revealed that night is day and day is night
Nothing is what it seems
If you trust in only with your eyes
Open your heart and release the spirit
Leave behind the tears and cries
True joy can only found
If you take the time to look deep within
The outer appearance is only a shell
While the truth is under the skin
Distance in fact is many miles
It is far if that is what you see
But if you look with your heart and not the eyes
I’m as close to you as you are to me…♥♥♥

Here I stand,
Until the time
Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched
Hear voices speak words that can’t be undone
Was it my fault I was invincible
To the naked eye, I am invisible
I cannot be seen
Because no one wants to see me
I am different
Different from the rest of them
So they ignore me
But I don’t ignore them
No one is friendly
Why were they so blind
Because I am not them
I am only mine
I am different
But I can see
But they can’t see me
I watch them fall
Divided they fall
Together they die
But here I stand
Until the end of time
Was it a crime that I was unique
Original to the human mind
I was invisible to their standards
Invisible to their lies
But as they kneel to beg
I watch them beg
But here I stand until the end of time
Was it a crime for me to live my life
A crime for wanting to survive
No one would answer
So I will wait until the end of time…

As I wandered through those fenced in fields
Among those flowers, you’re almost concealed
I wrap my fingers carefully around
You don’t know I’m there, I didn’t make a sound
No matter how soft I am, I bruise your light wings
Not knowing the damage, a song I sing
Caged in my grip, you start to worry
You start to cry and your vision gets blurry
You don’t know where you’re flying now
Wings can only fly as my grip will allow
Starting to realize you were meant to fly
Your spirit slowly starts to die
If only you’d known I was on my way
You’d have turned around and flown away
If only your screams I could hear
Those fences never would have disappeared
But I watched you go with only a sigh
You’re long gone now, My Butterfly…